Thursday, March 18, 2010

Salam..
Hari nie kire my 1st day for me to write something in here..
But, biaselah..i bukan jenis yg pandai sgt mengarang. Now i still at my office, looking at everything happen between all people. Looks like mcm ada something happen tp i tak tahu. I rs ada conspiracy nk menjatuhkan org lain.. ada jg yg gila kuasa.. hmmm...
I keje di Kuantan, bekerja bersama-sama dengan suami i yg tercinta.. heleh... ;P
Kononnya together gether running our company.. Our business is doing the maintenance of ICT. banyak juga rezeki kami.. Maintenance at Hospital Tengku Ampuan Afzan (HTAA), Hospital Batu Pahat, Hospital Johor Bharu, n Hospital Kuala Terengganu.. Our technician will go if there is any problem yg berkaitan dgn ICT problem.
Projek lain maintenance dgn Maxis.. dah lah, malas nk crite ttg keje..
I am a mother of 2 lovely kids! My first baby is girl. She is 1 years 8 month now.. Her name is NUR SHAMEEN ALYSSA MAISARAH. Wow, what a long name, rite?? Hehehe.. Biaselah.. Anak sulung. My second baby is boy. He is 7 month now. His name is MOHD ABBAS HAIKAL ZAFRAN. Biaselah.. anak lelaki sulung. Terus terang, i terlalu sayangkan anak2 melebihi suami i even i ckp i cintakan my husband, but my kids is no 1..
I ni jenis yg garang n tegas sgt. Bukan sikit tau..
But i never hit my child, just marah2 je.. I rs mother lain pun mcm tu kan??
Sometime i x berapa faham how to be a very good mother.
Adakah i x boleh marah anak2, memukul apatah lg kan?? Lagi lah x boleh... I takut.. I am a young mother sometime i had lost my temper, anak2 pulak yg jadi mangsa. How???
Kalau i x marah, mcm mana ank2 nk pandai kan? Kalau i x tegas, mcm mana ank nk dicipline kan??
hmmmm... Maybe this is the challenge to be a good parents nowadays..
Maklum ajelah kan, bebudak zaman sekarang.. Kalau kita x didik.. lain pulak jadinye.
Entah... zaman sekarang x sama mcm zaman dulu..
Plus, my husband langsung x pandai nk marah anak. Pelik jugak, maybe dia dah agak berusia kan... he is 41 now.. So, dia agak slow skit bab2 marah2 anak ni.. dah, kalau i x tegas, my husband pun x pandai marah, i takut lama-kelamaan anak2 tidak akan rasa takut what they're doing even they know what they're doing is wrong. Hilang rasa takut, hilang rasa hormat, n tiada rasa bersalah..
Ya Allah... Selamatkanlah anak-anakku daripada kemelut dunia yang akan datang. Tetapkanlah iman mereka, jadikan Maisarah dan Haikal insan yang berguna.. Kurniakanlah mereka ketaqwaan yang tinggi, sifat kesabaran yang penuh di dada, dan perelokkanlah budi pekerti mereka.. Ya Tuhanku, sayangilah anak-anakku seperti aku menyayangi mereka... AMIN....
To Maisarah and Haikal, walaupun mama selalu marah pada kamu... tapi.. ketahuilah.......
sesungguhnya mama sangat sayang pada kamu dan mama hanya mahu kamu menjadi kanak-kanak yang pandai...

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